It’s like I know the things we do and wrong and I have this feeling I am wronging you, but I am still drawn to you. I am completely entranced by you beauty and all I want sometimes is to be with you. I’m so conflicted some times it clouds my thoughts. I just want a path out.

I go to a camp where I am doing good things for these awesome junior high kids and I have only been gone 3 days. Yet you already have a new guy. I don’t know if I should be upset or silently relieved.